I want to die tonight,
can cry no more tonight,
can’t carry on alone on this night.
My heart feels heavy tonight,
My heart paused beating tonight,
don’t think I’ll survive this night.
My eyes in a mist, my heart in the dust
my future, my present, nailed to my past.
Freedom wasted, desires submerged,
my own will dying.
Life goes on, people carry on,
My inside is dying.
I can’t breathe tonight,
don’t want to live tonight,
can’t spend alone one more night.
Not many needs but one,
Not many desires but one,
Not many requests but one,
I am alone tonight,
for one more night,
please God make it last forever this night.